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Sometimes I hella bum myself out because I think about how all my friends are currently in a relationship or talking to someone and they’re happy all the time. I mean yeah I’m content but sometimes I wish I had that officialness like they do. Theres girls that I guess have given me chances but I never take them.. And then I find myself liking someone who doesn’t want a label and has other things they care about first, which I understand, but then I get scared of losing someone who means so much. Then I think again and I don’t know if I’m really ready to be committed to somebody so fully yet. I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WANT.