I have never felt like a normal child. Nor have I ever felt like I belonged to a group. That still holds true to this day, I still don't feel like I fit. I feel like going to a college far from here would do me good, a change of pace could make me happy.. Or not.
I'll never know til I try it.
Whenever I watch TV shows, it really makes me wish I had bestfriends like JD and Turk, Arnold and Jerald, House and Wilson, Spongebob and Patrick.. It really bums me out that that level of friendship is so hard to come by.
I hate those nights when I don't do anything or go out but instead lay in bed staring at the ceiling thinking about life and not being able to take my mind off of things.. It really sucks.
