Dear all those people that I've drifted away from.
Honestly, I miss you all, but I think theres a reason none of you exist in my life right now. You made me who I am today but there was nothing else you could offer to this friendship. I guess I see that you really weren't much to me after all. Maybe this is me being bitter. I don't know. I hold a lot of resentment for you. Maybe my new found friends and rekindled friendships mean more to me than you ever did. I can honestly say that these people have my back more than you ever had and will. You were my so called bestfriends and now where are you? How often do you contact me? There doesn't have to be a kick it or some special occassion, any decent friend can hit me up and we can hang out. It makes me sad, thinking we had deep connections but in reality, you never let anyone in. And thats too bad.
These aren't feelings because of something, its just something I never got off my chest. You should know who you are. If you really need a hint, we went to middle school togther.
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Anywho, all of my friends that I do talk to, I love you guys. You are all wonderful people.
