I MISS IT ALL

I feel as though I am growing up. I'd like grow up slower but what can you do. I hate this. I know this summer I will be forced to mature as I never had to before, and I will have to make decisions that I never had to. It makes me sad. I miss being young and being a kid and not having to make decisions and no responsibilities and having limits. I want to relive my glory days.. I miss all of my old friends that I lost touch with. It really makes me sad. I will learn more about myself than ever before in this upcoming school year. I am scared. I fear the future. And I am helpless.