Lately I've been basking in the moment, not worrying about past or future. Just chillin, livin life as it goes. A side effect of this is I've been inconsiderate for everyone around me, not caring about my friends and pretty much everyone. Pushing my limits with the homies and expecting forgiveness.. why have I become this way? I've been taking the easy way out, just having fun, putting my worries behind me and just ignoring my problems at hand. I know this is like the pussy way of dealing with shit but idk, I need to face my problem head on. And that problem is my me, my personality. I always have something to fall back on so I don't eat shit but that isn't always good is it? Lately, I've been avoiding blame, putting it on other and never myself, I have no idea what went wrong...
this shit is everywhere, I don't know what I was getting at, sorry.
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I have to man up and swallow my pride. Admit I'm wrong. Fix things again. Stand up to my selfish mistake. Realize shit and look at the whole situation. Like someone else I know.. cough cough M
