10.04.2009

Hopefully it all goes away soon...

10/3
Home all day. Watch tv and movies. Brett stops by to say hello. Go out with fam, come back and pick up my sisters bf. Watch Fighting.
10/4
First weekend down. Church. Sleep. No ones home when I wake up. Watch Teminator.
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I feel as though I've lost my independence, I've never realized how much I treasure friends. I've been so down lately, my imagination always get the best of me. I feel paranoid. I need reassurance. I doubt trust, I only trust myself most of the time. I have no idea what goes on. I even doubt my own thoughts, my mind changes constantly since I see the points people make. I never thought boredom would get to me. I've never felt so small =/