4.17.2009

Putting things off doesn't make it any easier.

Thoughtful shit:
I've always noticed how people are never putting themselves into another person shoes, such as when they say "You should've known" or some shit like that. The moment we see there mistake we mark them as an idiot and since you think you're so much better you don't learn from their mistakes which makes you a bigger idiot. "those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it" is a saying that no one seems to remember as the past has been repeated many times, massacres and genocides are sparked by religion or supreriority complexes but no one fucking realizes it, people just say to themselves, what were they thinking?
People most often procrastinate because whatever we're doing usually doesn't live up to our unreal, perfect fantasy that we imagine about. This is probably why I'm so lonely, I don't go for any girl because they pale in comparison to my dream chick. I'm no so full of self-doubt but usually when someone makes a negative comment on a choice I might make, I just don't take it because it won't turn out right or whatever.
How come movies are always about the unlikely underdog winning the game or whatever, dont we ever stop to think why they're gonna be called unlikely in the first place? Its just people think things will happen just if theres a tiny possibility, no, I'm not trying to be depressing or cynical.
People never notice when someone is exceptionally good at something, whenever they have a "skill" and they're great at it, they're bound to get worse because when you reach the highest point you'll have to head back down.
I've realized that people always make up excuses for themselves. "Oh I was having a bad day thats why I was being mean" we make exceptions for ourselves to feel less guilty for our decisions or whatever and then when someone else is mean you say "He was being a bitch and he wasn't having a bad day" It weird how this makes everyone a dick. We make these excuses for ourselves, sometimes they're correct, but we don't allow anyone else them, we just think that persons a douchbag. We don't make friends with people that have done an action that we've forgiven ourselves for doing countless times. You know those times when you say "Dude you can't take a joke" or "You're too serious" or "You play too much" but then we can go along and do whatever we want without thinking we deserve a consequence... yeah thats what I've realized. I admit I'm a hypocrite, so should the rest of the world.

And you know another weird thing? When I talk about memories, anything about my past, even people I don't like, I feel tied to them somehow, idk, I miss everything. I was just reading the end of some book series and I was so immersed I was sad to see they had to come to an end... and there are billions and billions of books in the world. It just makes me feel even smaller.