Heres what I have to say...
Well, the last few years have been a crazy ass rollercoaster thanks to this girl. Though she may be my bestfriend in the whole earth, shes still one of the biggest hypocrites I know, always talking shit about flaws she shares with someone else. Anyone aside from me may think shes a little angel or whatever, but sometimes she makes my life like hell. I gotta go through hella bullshit when shes down, and when shes mad she always takes that shit out on me. Just about every time we're talking, she has to insult me or treat me like shit for no reason, maybe because she knows that I'm the only person she can get away with talking like that, you other kids really have no fucking idea. Negative ass person that has the worst outlook on life, just listening to some of that shit is depressing. She always be complaining about how theres no one in the world to be with yet never took that chance to be with that one that coulda been perfect. She points out my flaws at every chance she gets, maybe to get a kick out of it, I don't know, shes hella weird and I can never tell if shes lying. Every fucking time I accomplish something she gotta say I'm hella cocky or something like that. I hate how she laughs things off and can be playing one moment and dead serious the next. She makes me feel bad when I make mistakes or when I accidentally say something I let slip and she never lets me live down whatever I'd done to her, not that anyone would.
BUT
Alex Jarmin is the realest person I know, never afraid to talk to someone about anything. We have bad times and worse times, but there are still some good times too. She has the most sympathy for me when I have my bad days, and I have no idea how she puts up with all I've done to her. She is willing to admit her flaws and is open about everything, she never tells half the truth. She retells advice to me about girls over and over and puts up with how I try and learn but never ever change my ways. She got good looks and have plenty of personality, I can talk to her for hours unlike some girls who have no brain and think they hella cute. Though brutally honest, she is the realest person I know and that makes her one of my bestfriends I've ever met so far.
Uh, theres probably plenty of contradicting shit, repeated shit, sugarcoated shit, typos or whatever stuff I forgot to talk about, but hey, no ones perfect. I'm off to bed, probably tons of editing for this in the morn.
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA
